george...
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when i first see him i didnt pay much attention to him... i felt him staring at me! i looked at him and i realized that it was just my imagination. it was me who's always looking at him! i think he never at least feel my presence around! it hurts but that's the way it used to be!

the next time i saw him at my sister's car sitting right beside my niece.. i said hi but he ignored me... my niece tugged me to sit beside her! as i sit between him & my niece.. i asked my niece what's the name of this lass! she said it ws george.. i looked at him and he smiled at me... so i smiled back! i guess we're already friends!

the car starts to go on our way to the theme park.. i felt his hand touching my right hand.. or it is my hand touching his... whatever but it feels alright so i grab & hold it tight...

we are all smiles along the way to the park! i felt the cold wicd of the aircondition of the car.. when i looked at him i saw in his eyes that he is also cold so i try to hug him.. he didnt resist so i hugged him tight... my neice ask me if i really like george, i said of course.. he's so sweet, cuddling & loving... he's also warm especially! i feel so comfortable in his arms.. i even brushed my lips to his cheeks... i felt that he liked it that much...

i tried to talk to him but he didnt response or even say a word..  he was just looking at me!!! all my life i feel so good & light being with him.. i wish he could talk.. he just smile and smile.. he didnt have any crumpled face... i like him for that! i think deeply on how to express my likeness to him... as i think hard i didnt know i fell asleep in his lap! i heard my niece shouting so loud that it almost banged my ear drum!!!!

 "tita!!! tita!! wake up!!! we just arrived here at teh theme park.. c'mon, let's leave george alone and let's ride the carousel!!!"

huh?? george?! is it a dream?? who's george i asked! tita George the one you're hugging all along from home until we get here.. you even slept at his lap!!!

"is this george??" i asked.. "of course! who else??? tita!? do you expect someone else?? matbe you were dreaming! hahaha"

yah i was dreaming.. who would have that the handsome & georgous george will turned into a lifesize stuff big eyed dark hairy brown monkey!!!

we all laugh out loud!!! 

Silverscreen Pick: wowwoowwweee
Differential Diagnosis: kulet

Ice Age 3 Quote
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"Guys don't talk to guys about problems. We just punch each other in the shoulder. That's like six months of therapy."

 

 

lost
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madaming nagtataka kung ano ba talaga nangyari sa akin.. kung bakit bigla na lang ako nawala, nagresign...

walang nakakaalam ng tunay na dahilan! ang alam ng lahat hindi na kaya ng sakit ko.. pero it was just a part of the reason.. the meain reason is.. I WAS BROKEN.. BROKEN INTO PIECES... hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko kung magtatagal pa ako na kasama sya sa ganoong sitwasyon!

i was like hanging on a cliff na malapit ng makabitaw ng hindi ko alam kung may sasambot ba o wala!

i was so confused on the things & gestures that he made me feel.. i was almost crazy about him so before i lose my grip i let go!

i let go away... far away with him!

at first i didnt know if it will work but i am such a success.. hindi ko na sya naiisip ngayon... ok na ako...

hmmm.. ok na nga ba ako?? well im ok in the sense na i am contented in being single.. no worries, no headaches and heartaches!

he has no idea or even a hint what really happened! i just disappeared! and you know what it's nothing to him!

i am not his lost at all.. his world continued to spin even without me around! so i made the right decision!

for now i will stay single for all i want as long as i want...

but i am stll tiptoeing in the crowd hoping to see the right one for me!

Angel's LSS: thea
Differential Diagnosis: watchful

im back...
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i was gone for months until now... im back! so many things happen... happy things & sad things! i fought death for the nth time and the heck i am still alive!!! yes! i am!! alive but half dead?! only God sustains my being... HE never forsakes me! HE never leaves me at all..no matter what... i owe everything to Him!!!

well, anyways, my love life doesnt breath still... it is still lifeless! only God fills the emptiness i feel...

i learn to accept & love the "me" despite of everything...

my life belongs to God...

& i praise THEE for that. amen!

Angel's LSS: tv cartoons